I didn't know how to
respond. The words felt like an invitation into a role I didn’t fully
understand, and yet, they stirred something inside me, something I couldn’t
quite name. As I opened my mouth to ask, she grasped my hands more firmly and
simply said, "Go get some water."
There was no anger
in her tone, no harshness—just an expectation. And somehow, in that moment, I
understood. It wasn’t just about the task itself, but about something far more
personal—a silent test of my own willingness, my own vulnerability, and the connection
between us that had only just begun to take shape.
I carefully tucked
the saree pallu around my waist, making sure to adjust it so that it draped
modestly, ensuring I am not exposing my right breast. With a glass of water in
hand, I approached Sindhu, but she gave me a sharp look, her voice firm as she
reminded me to always bring the water on a tray. I nodded quietly in
acknowledgment.
Without missing a
beat, she instructed me to assist the cook in preparing dinner. As she spoke,
she handed me a set of six bangles and told me to wear them on both wrists. Her
gaze was unwavering as she led me to the kitchen, where she directed the cook to
teach me how to make roti and curry. She settled herself at the dining table,
her eyes observing my every move.
After a while,
Sindhu spoke again, this time instructing me to lift the pleats of my saree and
tuck them into my petticoat to make it easier to move around. This makes
petticoat very much visible and but it was very convenient to move. The heat
from the kitchen was intense, and soon I felt beads of sweat forming under
my arms, visibly staining my blouse. The rhythmic sound of the bangles echoed
as I worked.
With the cook
guiding me every step of the way, I finally managed to prepare the meal. It
felt like an eternity—though it was only about thirty minutes. Despite the heat
of the kitchen and the pressure, I couldn’t help but feel a quiet sense of
accomplishment. The food was finally ready.
I removed the pallu
of my saree from around my waist and adjusted the pleats, enjoying the small
moment of relief as I loosened the fabric. I adjusted the blouse beneath the
saree pallu. I was about to serve the food to Sindhu, but she had other plans.
She instructed me to freshen up by taking a bath.
With a sigh of
relief, I headed to the washroom. Meanwhile, Sindhu came into the room and laid
out a couple of sarees for me to choose from.
I wrapped a towel
around my chest and stepped out. Sindhu asked me to select a saree, and I chose
an off-white cotton one with a pink floral print and a subtle silver border. As
I searched for the necessary undergarments—petticoat, blouse, bra, and panty—she
ordered me to get them from the cupboard. With no choice, I began dressing in
front of her, one item at a time. First, I put on the panty, followed by the
bra, the blouse, the petticoat, and finally the saree.
This time, she gave
me a satisfied nod. "Good job," she said, "you’ve worn it
properly."
Though saree has big border, but its very light in weight and easy to carry. Hence, left the pallu open instead of folding it. She winked at me and mentioned that you are managing saree better than any lady. This made me blush and gave me bit confidence as I felt that I have been accepted as a lady. Sindhu then instructed me to set the dining table, mentioning she’d be back in five minutes. I quickly moved to arrange everything, eager to get the task done. It felt like a small escape from her watchful gaze. The cook had already left the house, so I had some freedom to move about and get everything in order.
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