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Journey called Life : Final

Things were going fine for the next 15 days and somehow I am feeling something major is going to happen, but nothing happened in the next 2 to 3 days.

It was a peaceful Sunday morning, and when I got up I realized Vikram had not slept whole night and I just took him close and asked him what happened?

He just looked into my eyes and was silent. By acting as his wife for more than 4+ months, I started thinking like his wife.  I got up from bed, took the mangal sutra and wore it . I came back from washroom and he just handed me a envelop which he received from US and it is related to insurance money he received on behalf of his wife. It was like a thunder bolt and at the same time , I am feeling happy that I can stop lies for ever.

But he was terrible disappointed that , and then he clearly asked me what I am acting and then I completely explained him about the sufferings of parents and at that late age they couldn’t see their son dying infront of their eyes and so they requested me and as I resembled similar, I tried take the position till the time you are recovered and now I feel you can manage yourself and I am sure a person who loves their wife so much will love their parents much more.

Discussion went on for more than 1 hour, and after one hour, it was silence across the room and that was like screaming loud. And at the same time, Dad came to just call us for breakfast and Vikram handed over the envelop to him. Dad could not hold his tears and just fallen on the chair. Immediately Vikram took care of him and hugged him tightly. I understood that Vikram came back to reality of life.  In the meantime, though I was on nighty, just went to washroom, took the petticoat and wore it and went down to call the mom. I informed Mom everything, and she was not confident of facing the son. I just ensured Mom goes there and I limited myself outside the room so that they can have their family talks.

As their discussions going beyond the time, I just entered the kitchen, prepared breakfast for everyone and was waiting for them. After close of one hour, they all came down, checking about me and I am sitting on the table watching television. Everyone was silent and I just told them that breakfast is ready. Everyone had their stuff silently and I finished it fast and went back to the room as I am feeling that I am no more required in this. Though I felt bit strange, but soon realized that I have my own life to take care as I have loving wife. I am not sure what should I do now, whether to have a bathe and change to male clothes or wear another saree. Vikram came to room in the next 15 mins, and when I just got up from bed as I was not in mood to face him.

I realized that he is bit sad and understood that he is coming to realities of life. He came towards me  and kept his hand around my shoulders and kissed at neck , whispered in my ears as “thanks for everything”.

Then I realized that still he is not aware that I am not aware of my true gender. He slowly  brought his hand to my waist, touching the petticoat over the nighty and asked me why I did this?

I just responded that I could not see mom and Dad , suffering and I just moved away and then I decided to help them.

Vikram : Are you getting any financial support out of this help?

Me : I do not want to discuss that with you

Vikram : I agree, but I am curious.

Me : Yes, I am getting, but still there is no comparison  or nor equivalent of what I did

I could clearly see Vikram went into deep thoughts and asked me when you want to leave.

Me: I need to take permission from mom and Dad before  that

Vikram completely surprised by answer and kissed me at neck. I was in total shock and he just made me lie on the bed. In the next minute, he was completely over me. I tried to stop him, by moving, but he completely took over me and started moving his hand over my nighty. I know he likes the touch of petticoat and in minute, he kept his hands inside my petticoat and rubbing my thighs and tried to remove the panty.

I just stopped him and told him, let me get napkins. He just smiled at me and took the napkins from the cupboard and removed the panty.

He just pulled me towards the bed and we had a great time.

After one week, I took some time and asked the Dad , about the next step.

Dad immediately mentioned, give me some time, let me discuss with Vikram and suddenly vikram came and mentioned thanks for everything and now I realise what is the value of life and wish you all the best

When I was about to speak, Dad just stopped me and mentioned that Vikram is getting married again and he is marrying Ramya probably after 6 months.

I wished him congratulations and I told him that I would like to leave tomorrow if possible and everyone agreed.

So next day, Dad made sure that I take the flight to US and also arranged tickets to my wife.

As promised he cleared my housing loan and on top of it, gave me one decent money which I can live comfortably for the rest of my life and I got my job back.

I did rigorous exercises for one week and so that I look normal male before I meet my wife.

And now the time came for me to meet my wife, felt very happy and my journey called life continued as usual.

Though I was in touch with Dad and Mom, once in a while, but never met Vikram again, though I used to get updates from them.

Journey called Life : Part 12

Morning was as usual, but after Vikram left for office, I called Ramya, and explained the problem to her that I am really missing my family and I am really feeling pain both physically and emotionally. Ramya understood the problem and she suggested me that hold on for some more days and she suggested me to pretend that you are having the periods and in the next 3 days, will arrange you new vagina. She gave me one whisper large wings packet and showed me how to use it.

After some time, the pain got reduced. It was during the night, when I was going to washroom with nighty and petticoat, to change my clothes, Vikram just pulled towards him and pressed my butt very hardly..It was verypainful and when I was about to scream , he just kissed over my lips..somehow after a minute, he released me and I went to washroom. After removing my kurta and leggings, my eyes were really wet and thinking what is happening to me. I was there like that for abt 15 mins..and suddenly I heard Vikram calling me “dear..is everything fine?”, then I came to my senses, I wore petticoat and nighty and as Ramya suggested kept sanitary napkin and came out. When Vikram was about to hug me, I just told him, nothing doing for 3 more days as it is holiday period J. He still hugged me and said, “no problem dear”.  He took me towards the bed and we slept holding our hands and looking towards the fan.

Though I closed my eyes, I was just thinking about my life as to whether I can come out of this false life and how Vikram will react if he gets to know the truth that his wife really died and I am just a lie. Somehow 2 days passed and Ramya came with new vagina, which is very good and started using it.

After 4 days,  when I took the headbath and took some normal saree to wear . After coming out of room, I took the blessings of mom and Dad and asked them when/how can we end as it almost 4 months now.

Then Dad told me wait for one more month, will see everything is settled out. I just finished walking in the lawn and went to room what Vikram is doing. He was still on the bed and wished me good morning and asked me sit beside him

When I sat beside him, he removed the pillow from his head and kept his head on my thighs and I was caressing his hair and asking him to get up. Then Vikram said, “ you look beautiful in sarees”

I just blushed and said, thank you and covered him with my Pallu and with one hand he was counting my saree pleats and tried to remove the safety pin of the pleats. I just hit him softly on his back  knowing his intentions and told him, get ready it is already 8.00 AM in the morning, but he was in no mood to listen and slowly I whispered in his ears to close the room and curtains, so that it is dark. He did immediately and just bounced on me . I requested him not to remove saree, but he always insists that he likes removing saree and slowly removed my saree, blouse, bra , petticoat and panty. As the bedsheet was changed yesterday, I kept the petticoat, below me so that if any sperms fall, it will be on petticoat, rather than on bed sheet. And he completely enjoyed my body and as it was new vagina, it was very tight and he was enjoying it.