I got up
from the bed, went to wash room with towel, cleaned my self, came out by
wearing the towel covering my breast, took new panty and wore it. Took my petticoat
and lehange and wore bra& blouse. Took my half saree and weared it properly
and adjusted pallu by standing in front of mirror. Removed my jasmine flowers
from hair (BTW, my hair has grown in a decent way due to hormones)
Suddenly,
Raghu got a call from office and he got up, and was on phone for 30 to 45 mins,
and I kept on looking at him, and he kept on signaling me that he will take 5
more mins. Once the phone call got over, he pulled me towards him and kissed
very passionately and was about to remove my dress again. I stopped him and
served him hot tea. He really liked the tea and complimented me.
He enquired
when my parents are coming back and when I told him that they will be back
after 2 days, he winked at me about my plan. I quietly stood up and went to
kitchen to prepare dinner. He followed me to the kitchen, and tightly kissed my
neck and gave me a love byte at my neck. He did not allowed me to cook the food
and lifted me back to the room and had a passionate session again in the
evening.
I can feel
that the moment he came home, I was not wearing the clothes for more than 30
mins. This time it was not much pain ful and we both enjoyed . After the
session, my eyes are full of tears and asked him, “ Are you loving me?”. He
responded me by kissing and conveyed that he loves more than himself.
Afterwards,
I went to bathroom, took bath and changed to another dress and went to kitchen
to prepare Dinner. Raghu was busy in answering office calls and in between he
is coming to kitchen and talking about his office stuff and tasting whatever I
am preparing. This is how I am looking.
After having
dinner and then he started asking me as how I am feeling in this avatar,
whether I am comfortable or not .I told him, I am completely comfortable and
loving it. And conveyed that I am ready for surgery so that I can have my
vagina to satisfy my sweet hubby.
Next day
parents came and brought variety of silk sarees. I liked all and thanked my parents.
So next day, my mom took me to nearby boutique and gave for stitching the
blouse and saree falls. I am very much excited and some sort of tension.
It is almost
4th month of hormones, my Doctor verified and satisfied with all the
results and mentioned that I am ready for surgery. Initially Raghu thought of
going to Bangkok, but local doctor suggested he can suggest good doctor in Mumbai.
Me, Mom and Raghu all are excited and the D-day has arrived.
Visited the
hospital early in the morning at around 8.00 AM, finished breakfast and asked
me to have finish food by 12.30 PM and asked me to ensure not to eat any solid
food for the next 24 hours. It will only be liquids. At around 4.00 PM in the
evening, Doctor visited and gave me one bowl full of liquid which was very sour
and difficult to consume. He asked me to finish in the next 3 hours. I kept on
drinking and started feeling severe pain in stomach and kept on visiting the
washroom
It is for
clearing the stomach. It is Enima medicine. Till midnight, I had been vomiting
and it was very tough and my mom literally could not see the trauma that I am
undergoing. Raghu consoled my mom and asked her to be normal and it will be
done by tomorrow night.
I am not
sure, when I slept, but when I got up it was about 11.00 AM. I just remember
that Doctor gave me one injection at 3.00 AM in the morning. I brushed me teeth
and had one glass of orange juice. At around 12.30, two nurses came and asked
mom & Raghu to wait outside. Once they went out, nurses cleaned my entire
body including my ass holes and ensured that there is no stool left in the
body. It took almost 1 hour and they wished me all the best for the surgery
which will begin at 4.00 PM in the evening.
Nurses took
me to Operation Theater at around 3.30 PM and I do not remember what happened
next. Next day at around 6.00 in the morning, I got my senses back and every
one clapped and congratulated me.
Almost I
spent about 4 days in hospital and came back home. I can really feel the
difference now. It is a different world altogether now. Though I look very pale
now and week, but I am very relieved.This is how I am looking.
