I started feeling that Vikram is getting back to normalcy and I
felt I should not cheat this person who loves his wife so much and felt like sharing
the truth for a moment
When the time came after dinner for medicine, Vikram
rejected, I do not think I need them and I can sleep well, hence I decided not
to force him . I kept the medicine back and walked towards the cupboard and
took the white nighty which is matching with my petticoat and went to wash room
to change. When I came back, he cleaned the bed and was smiling at me. I
clearly understood his intentions and I removed my bangles and mangalsutra. We
just hugged each other and in the process, he lifted my nighty and petticoat,
pulled down the panty. That was a
wonderful night and almost I had not slept entire night and Vikram was enjoying
my whole body crazily. Not sure what time we slept, but both of us got up
around 10.00 in the morning
I got up first and without speaking, went to washroom,
cleaned myself thoroughly, sprayed voice changer in my mouth, and took the
white leggings and white kurti, took the mangalsutra and bangles, adjusted my
hair and went down to meet mom and dad.
In the next 30 mins, Vikram also came down and surprisingly
he came dressed and after finishing breakfast he left to office. Mom completely
surprised and her eyes were completely filled with tears and said, ‘ I would be happy if Deepa was alive and
she is with us, now we need to tell him the truth as well that we are there for
him and he should start his life again after you as well”.
Within the week, it looks like everything seems to be
normal, Vikram started hitting the gym again and reduced his cigarettes &
alcohol and started taking the business calls regularly and his time at home
started to reduce slowly. I did not expect these changes by the end of second
month itself.
It became routine for beautician (Priya) to visit me
regularly once a week and make me beautiful. In the 3rd month, she
started complimenting the way I am carrying myself in saree and the way I was
comfortable. Luckily she was not aware that I was closet cross dresser. There were
couples of instances where Priya wanted to know more about my intimate
relationship with Vikram as she found that artificial vagina is not much tight
in comparison to first time. While removing hair on my legs, she started
touching the vagina and tried to seduce me and she tried to keep her breast
close to my face. Once she came close to my ears and whispers that she is a
lesbian and she is interested in me. But as I promised to my wife that I will
not do any adventures with any female, I kept my nerves cool and did not
proceed further as I love my wife more than any one. And I have conveyed the same to her that I am
not interested in having sex with you and she responded saying, that I am not
keen on the man in you, I want to enjoy the woman in you. I just smiled at her
and said, “not now”, for which she laughs at me and says, “why, are you about to get periods?”, though I felt non-sense, I
kept quite.
From 3rd month, I started feeling very bored as I
have nothing to do once Vikram goes to office and was helping mom either in kitchen and
spending some time with her and started spending time without any productive.
It became routine for me to ensure Vikram gets up early in the morning, goes to
gym, office and wait for him in the evening. Slowly he started his social life
and spending time with his friends after office hours. It became a habit for me
to wait for him during the evening and serve him food and take care of his
requirements. We both started to share everyday things like a usual wife and
husband and life started getting back to normal with everyone. But I was really
missing my wife and family. Though I am in touch with my family by mails and
messages, it was really long time that I could not speak to them.