My hormone medication continued for 6 months and my dad’s
business grew very rapidly after moving to Bangalore. Slowly my relation with
Dad started to blossom. I started feeling comfortable talking to him and I
realized how much he loves me. Even psychiatrist and Doctor surprised to see
change in my body and behavior. After 6 months, surgery day arrived and I have
been operated successfully. After 5 hours of surgery, declared that I am out of
danger and can be discharged after 10 days. Those 10 days were really painful
in my life.
After discharging from hospital, it was really different
feeling as I do not have any thing hanging between my thighs and was really
feeling comfortable. My monthly cycle is pretty normal. Though my studies taken
a big hit, I was not bothered as my health stabilized. I remember my first
rakhi very well when I tied rakhi to Vamsi, he gave me my favorite Dairy milk
chocolate .
Whenever dad used to travel on official trips, he always
used to bring me either clothes or other things. It became a habit for him to
see me before going to bed and used ask me how am I feeling, whether I am ok
and spend about 15 to 20 mins with me every night. But after becoming girl, my
mom became very strict with me and she started teaching all the kitchen work
and help me how to be a good girl like when to talk and how to behave in front
of others and how to manage half saree and other things.
After 6 months of break from my school, I got admitted in
Bangalore school which is meant only for girls. My life took a big change after
joining school. I have been accepted as a girl and soon became a best
friend for so many classmates and became
best student in the class. My brother Vamsi got the good marks in his 10th
std and he got admitted into the best college.
Before attending the school, at home always used to be half
saree and bangles on both the hands. But as I was not supposed to wear any
bangles to school, my habit of wearing the bangles gone. Mom started scolding
me to wear bangles and bindi. Even after coming from school, I stopped wearing
the half saree and started feeling more comfortable in salwar and kurtas.
Though my dad never used to say anything, but my mom used to ensure that on
every festival I wear halfsaree. Even in the house , my health issues never
became topic for discussion and everyone accepted me the way I am. During one of the festival, couple of best
friends came home and all were shocked to see me in half saree and appreciated
the way I look.
That was the time when my
friendship with Deepa who is my senior in school but of my age became close
friends. She is a kind of very
dominating in nature. But she likes me very much. Everyone in school used to
treat as sisters. Due to some hormonal problems, she was not matured physically
at that time (meaning she was not getting periods) though most of the girls of
my age are having this pleasure pain by that time. She always used to be worry when ever we
girls used to discuss about our menses and changes in our body. She used to
pull me from those discussions and say non-sense discussions. I never used to
say anything to her, because we like each other company and discuss on better
things. I think she started getting
periods in the 9th std, it was grand celebration in her house,
though they made it very private like my function. I was the only outsider who
attended that function. She felt so happy be seeing me that day and she was
wearing her first half saree that day. We both hugged for the first time and
both felt very happy that day.
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