Journey called Life : Part 10

I started feeling that Vikram is getting back to normalcy and I felt I should not cheat this person who loves his wife so much and felt like sharing the truth for a moment

When the time came after dinner for medicine, Vikram rejected, I do not think I need them and I can sleep well, hence I decided not to force him . I kept the medicine back and walked towards the cupboard and took the white nighty which is matching with my petticoat and went to wash room to change. When I came back, he cleaned the bed and was smiling at me. I clearly understood his intentions and I removed my bangles and mangalsutra. We just hugged each other and in the process, he lifted my nighty and petticoat, pulled down the panty.  That was a wonderful night and almost I had not slept entire night and Vikram was enjoying my whole body crazily. Not sure what time we slept, but both of us got up around 10.00 in the morning

I got up first and without speaking, went to washroom, cleaned myself thoroughly, sprayed voice changer in my mouth, and took the white leggings and white kurti, took the mangalsutra and bangles, adjusted my hair and went down to meet mom and dad.

In the next 30 mins, Vikram also came down and surprisingly he came dressed and after finishing breakfast he left to office. Mom completely surprised and her eyes were completely filled with tears and said, ‘ I would be happy if Deepa was alive and she is with us, now we need to tell him the truth as well that we are there for him and he should start his life again after you as well”.  

Within the week, it looks like everything seems to be normal, Vikram started hitting the gym again and reduced his cigarettes & alcohol and started taking the business calls regularly and his time at home started to reduce slowly. I did not expect these changes by the end of second month itself.

It became routine for beautician (Priya) to visit me regularly once a week and make me beautiful. In the 3^rd month, she started complimenting the way I am carrying myself in saree and the way I was comfortable. Luckily she was not aware that I was closet cross dresser. There were couples of instances where Priya wanted to know more about my intimate relationship with Vikram as she found that artificial vagina is not much tight in comparison to first time. While removing hair on my legs, she started touching the vagina and tried to seduce me and she tried to keep her breast close to my face. Once she came close to my ears and whispers that she is a lesbian and she is interested in me. But as I promised to my wife that I will not do any adventures with any female, I kept my nerves cool and did not proceed further as I love my wife more than any one.  And I have conveyed the same to her that I am not interested in having sex with you and she responded saying, that I am not keen on the man in you, I want to enjoy the woman in you. I just smiled at her and said, “not now”, for which she laughs at me and says, “why, are you about to get periods?”, though I felt non-sense, I kept quite.

From 3^rd month, I started feeling very bored as I have nothing to do once Vikram goes to office and  was helping mom either in kitchen and spending some time with her and started spending time without any productive. It became routine for me to ensure Vikram gets up early in the morning, goes to gym, office and wait for him in the evening. Slowly he started his social life and spending time with his friends after office hours. It became a habit for me to wait for him during the evening and serve him food and take care of his requirements. We both started to share everyday things like a usual wife and husband and life started getting back to normal with everyone. But I was really missing my wife and family. Though I am in touch with my family by mails and messages, it was really long time that I could not speak to them.